I have 10 days left and next week is my last week in the CCM... I'm freaking out! It's so cool....'Im so nervous and so excited! I had the awesome opportunity to go to the Ciudad de Mexico Templo open house. It was an awesome experience. We got there and everyone was taking pictures of us because there were so many missionaries at the temple at one time it was fun. The temple is gorgeous, and huge, and for lack of better words, aztecky... its kind of amazing. I couldn't take many pictures- they didn't give us much time. The weather here is amazing, pero, it rains everyday...like thunderstorms! My shoes are soaked through! It's definitely not 108° like at home, that's for sure. Good luck! I have heard a lot of great things about my mission in Querétaro. Still don't know anyone else going here that's an hermana besides me, but oh well! I can't wait to get out in the field. Lets see... something weird I figured out, is that the Nacho Cheese Doritos here, look like normal Doritos...but have the distinct taste of Jalapeño...and cilantro...its so weird! But they are surprisingly delicious. We are getting a new investigator mañana because hermano Galicia is opening a new district.. its pretty cool. She is super sweet. I have already met her, Hermana Felíx. She's 5 months pregnant, and her and her husband work here at the CCM.
I'm sick though..no fun. Not like stomach flu or anything, just a head cold. I have still been going to everything, it just makes sleeping a pain.
So on a more spiritual note, I found it interesting that the majority of the talks here at the CCM are about conversion, mainly personal. And how you should not be converted to the church, or the churches programs, or even to a missionary, or to a miembro, thats not converstion. Also that simply having a testimony of the gospel just isn't enough anymore. With a testimony there is still a chance you could fall away...but REAL conversion should be to Jesucristo and your Padre Celestial (Heavenly Father), not to anything else. Then Elder David A. Bednar, an apostole for our church said something really interesting, if you are looking to be truly converted, that is not where you will end up. True conversion can come ONLY when you reach outwards towards others, and forget the natural man within you, and solely focus on others, lose yourself in others is when you find yourself. When that becomes your nature is when you are truly converted and you will never fall away from the church. That hit me because I realize thats where I want to be. Yeah it takes time, but it is absolutely attainable and it comes through service to others. After all, when you are in the service of your fellow being you are only in the service of your God.
They are always drilling that into us missionaries from day one...the lessons are for the investigators, tailored to the needs of the investigators. The investigator does not meet you spiritually, but you go where the investigator is -spiritually speaking...Holland said that. It's just a really cool thought. So I invite all of you to think on that...are you truly converted? And to what are you converted? Look in the new testament, and find ejemplos de Caracter de Jesucristo. You will never find a moment where Christ is thinking about himself, even in the worst of situations, He is only thinking of others.
Anyway...Well I guess thats all I really have to say... The CCM is a paradise in Mexico City, and I cant wait to get out into the field... OH! almost forgot...My companion and I got made Sister Training leaders for our zone till we leave the CCM! Should be an awesome experience! I love you all So much! I know that The Church of Jesus Christ is the true church on the earth today, and through it we can obtain the greatest forms of joy possible. Thomas S. Monson is a true and living prophet of God on this earth today, and if we abide by his teaching we will never be led astray. I am so greatful for the opportunity I have to be a missionary and to serve the people of Mexico. If you havnt already read the book of Mormon, I invite you to do so and to contact LDS missionaries to learn more I know that It will bring you so much happiness. I love you all so much! En el nombre de Jesucristo Amen.
Hermana Sever